Form 5 life detail

Assalamualaikum, after a long long day/years tak post. Finally hati terbuka untuk sign in blog yang berhabuk. Usia blog dah mencecah enam tahun, alhamdulilah. Maknanya tuan blog pun makin meningkat usia. Times flies so fast, as this year, the owner of this blog will sit for spm. Meaning owner going to seventeen. 

Talking about life, school is extraordinary, well since form four everything was new to me, either environment, friends, studies and almost everything. Friends comes and go, I get to know more friends and the brand of them which is the exactly personalities. People say, when you go through your upper form life with those friends, they are actually your real friends untill college life. I do think so. Because my best friend was leaving to boarding, which is good and better for her & I am happy for her too. While me, I was still stick at the same school, but i do feel everything was new too me. For studies, I take accounts. To go through every subjects was hard, I never get straight a's since form four untill now (mid year exam) but I want to achieve straight a's for spm, well straight a+ just a bonus. I do like additional mathematic and chemistry but cant get along with physics. I've once cry because I failed for physics. Couldnt believe but its real. 

Mum said, she want me to be an accountant, which I like it too. The factor is because no one in my family works as accountant, but my aunty (mum's sister) work as banker. My sister say, she wont force me, but she will always support & encouraging me, what a love. For me, I go with my interest but if I didnt get the chance, I will go for plan b, taking human resources (HR) I always want to play with money, as in school too, I am a money collecter (bendahari exactly) Besides, I did not see another interest thing in my life. By the way, if my result is good and excellent, I plan to take JPA. Because mum said so. She really want to me study abroad. 

Till next entry, bye

Sunway Lagoon memories

School trip was really happening. I couldnt forget every thing that we do it togerher. We united since Sunway Lagoon trip and the story start here. Waktu day 1 pergi tu, rasa malang sbb kena separate dengan kawan, tak dapat duduk satu bas. Sampai je sana lepas tukar baju terus naik jambatan gantung dengan ameerul, syaf, aidil, wan, haziq, hazieqah, ainaa & peah. Gayat tak gayat la tapi haziq kaki kacau pergi goyangkan jambatan. Fikir kurus lah tu. Lepas je dah naik jambatan tu, terus pergi scream park. Scream acah-acah je tapi menakutkan lah juga bila tetiba tingkap terbuka pastu kepala terjojol keluar. Yang peah dekat belakang dah sibuk tarik baju sampai nak terkoyak rasa. Berpeluh satu hal, lecak tiak.

Lepas dh abis semua, kiteorang ni kaya pergi lah sewa pelampung 2. Peah & ainaa naik vuvuzela tapi si penakut hazieqah & ain tak naik. Jadi kami pun memain air kat tempat biasa je, acah swimming je masa tu. Tapi sayang sbb tak banyak pun ambik gambar. Ade sekali tu ainaa&zieqah hampir lepas. Nasib lah ade Faiz si penyelamat. Ain ok je masa tu. Peah yang sibuk duduk kat pelampung kena terbalikkan dengan Put. Budak lelaki memang syaiton sikit.

Best memories of us, geng 98

Till next time, bye.

School attack first trip

22of October 2013 (A day to remember)
Kindly wanna share my activities after pmr or liked so called pasca pmr (haprak)

Sumpah to god, so blessing being a teacher. Sumpah, best sangat lagi-lagi if you get sporting students & most of them are intelligent or genius. Tapi you can feel la, exhausted gila jadi cikgu bila korang kena kawal murid bising, tak reti nak diam, ade yang nak menangis la, yang tak bagi respond. Haih I'm being a one day fasilitator dekat one of my friend primary school. Meetings with adik-adik comel & cute & handsome & cerewet, and I do miss primary (really). Ajar Mathematic, senang je. Korang bagi je homework lepastu terangkan lepastu korang dah rilek. Senang kan jadi cikgu? So now what's your ambition in future?

Who's involved in this program? Hazieqah, Ainaa Izzati, Aidil Ehisam, Wan Harith, Maisarah, Farhana Balqis, Syahira Sulaiman & Haziq. Liked haziq says 'jom bina kenangan pahit dengan budak-budak ni' haha best lah, I got lots of experience. Had so muchhhh great time with my mates, thank you for your cooperation & hoping our next school attack will be more great & we can improve ourself, Amin. Good luck to guru muda (:

Peace chilling out, I'll take picture with Deenal

Bid farewell

About 32 days left before "the battle" Wish me luck.

Hi, today is 30th of August 2013, and a Friday. A day to remember 'bid farewell of #gengFriday' Im probably gonna miss them ahhh I don't know why even they're annoyed sometimes but they still made my day. Kalau korang sekepala dengan dieorang ni riuh ah Mcdonald tu. Tadi last kiteorang lepaking at Mcd before 'the battle' So were invited Syaf, Amir and meet my classmates Hazieqah & Syahira. And then kiteorang throwback perkara yang paling lawak pernah kiteorang buat. And seriously ada rindu kejap. Thank you to all your treats #gengFriday

Perkara paling best la kan...

> First time bila wan nak kemas meja and angkat makanan bawak pergi tempat ambik sauce tu.
> Bila Wan & Aidil belanja kiteorang.
> Makan cake cicah sauce (?)
> Refilling cola banyak kali and balik rumah Aidil mesti nak berak, haha.
> Makan fries dengan ice cream (Syairah idea)
> Nak tunggu orang paling lambat dtg, Fatiehah.
> Ni penting! Mesti korang akan rindu aku sebab aku selalu nasihat korang.
> Apa lagi ek? Banyak kan.....

And tadi dieorang cakap la, among us..... Aidil paling yang suka buat stupid jokes. Wan the clumsy, Syairah? ok lupa. And Fatiehah yang suka dtg lambat and me? As an advisor....Sebab dieorang cakap I love to nag hahaha memang pun.

Love,
Ain.

Bon anniversaire!

(I found a girl. She is so amazing. She might be reading this right now)

A deep voice of me

To someone I loved....

Oh I swear I miss this girl. I miss her so much & I'm so in tears now. But above all that, I'm also happy to know that she's no longer a little girl. She is growing becoming such a beautiful lady. So to my Zie, happy birthday to you. May always be happy and joyful, May extend life, May the blessed gods. Hopefully meet a good match. May your dreams to the France will come true. And most importantly, good luck in PMR examination 2013.

Thank you. I would like to say thank you for sticking with me & be my friend. Thank you for being there for whenever I need someone to talk to & thank you for not judging me. I love you and I hope we can be a best friend to the infinity. I pinky promise I will love you forever ({})

Sorry for not being able to see you and wish face to face.

So assalamualaikum, I love you Nur Hazieqah binti Ismadi.

Piece of heaven.

To the girl at the table near the back of the library.....

I almost asked you what was wrong the first time I saw you crying. Then, I saw the book you were reading and realized that you were crying because of it. And I was interested, because I'd never read anything that moved me that much.

I checked out the book you were reading and guess what? I cried- just a little- too. That's how its started. Every time I go to the library, youre almost always there, usually with a completely new book. Sometimes you smile, or laugh out loud, or cry again, and when you do, I check out the book you're reading.

That was it, really, until I realized how gorgeous you are. Youre not pretty in the normal kind of way, but god, when you smile, it lights up your face in the best way......

I wish you'd notice me, sitting a few tables away from you, reading the book you were reading a few days ago. I wish you'd smile at me. I don't have the guts to talk to you. Im afraid you wont be anything at all like I imagine.

One of these days, I'll work up the courage and I'll ask you about what youre reading. And maybe you'll smile that gorgeous smile and tell me all about it, and then we'll talk about all the books we've reads. But until then, thank you for the book recommendations. I love them.

Love, the boy a few tables away from you.

P s y c h o l o g i s t s says.

I lost a picture of psychologists says, so I will wrote for readers to read and know the truth/reality.

If  a person laughs too much, even at stupid things, he/she is lonely deep inside......

If a person sleeps a lot, he/she is sad.....

If a person speaks less, but speaks fast he/she keeps secrets.....

If some one can't cry, he/she is weak....

If someone eats in an abnormal manner, he/she is tense.....

If someone cris on little things, he/she is innocent & soft-hearted.....

If someone becomes angry over silly or petty (small) things, it means he/she needs love....

Try to understand people through this psychologists says, sometimes it may true ok. Trust me :)

under age.

Showing the simple way through picture. 

fix m i n d

Time passes too fast. I've successfully completed the pmr trial. Very happy and thank God everything went smoothly although there were some subjects in convincing me. God willing, I can. So far, how the preparations for the festival this time around? I hope everything is okay. On this occasion, I would like to wish everyone a Happy Eid. I apologize if anyone feels or miss a word. Pray for PMR examination in the next october. I can't wait to end all this suffering. I can't longer bear to face at this.

Little bit boring.

 

I think everyone was feeling himself badly. The same goes for me. I'm not a perfect person. But I have a perfectionist when it comes to cleaning the bookcase and vanity. I don't mind staying at home all day, during the school holidays if there is an interesting novels to read and be able to relax in sweet bed. But I cannot stand when mother was nagging with something that "I know I'm going to do" but later. Sometimes I think it was something that bothers me, but I know .... mother would remind me of things I should do in the school holidays. Mum's lectures was the best thing to listen when you're bored actually. So, when mum start to nagging I would put on earphones and maximize the volume on my music be heard. That's was my brilliant idea and you should try it haha ok. 

Call me June.

"Guys, its June already! Come on, lets move on"

Hello readers, salam satu Malaysia n salam cium tangan.

Lets take a step forward, were in June now. No more May, meet May next year insyaallah. By the way, happy holiday especially to all Malaysians student. To me n my friends who sit for PMR, "aku nak cakap satu je, korang enjoy la. Lepas cuti habislah korang kena belasah/kerah habis-habisan sampai trial then PMR".

2of June 2013.
Cira is going to vacation. Shes not in Malaysia so....nothing. Today is her boyfriend birthday, Faiz Najmie. So faiz happy birthday to you, good luck for PMR n stay strong ok youre such a lucky bastard for having her as girlfriend. Sorry for the rude word.

Big Bad Wolf books festive.
Borong banyak novel n harap dapat baca la. Mostly banyak general fiction n get mad sebab mama dah bosan dekat situ n dia pun dah dapat buku recipe n aku baru je pilih satu buku. Last-last mama terpaksa juga tunggu tercegat dekat entrance sebab aku masih dok pusing-pusing memilih novel bestseller -_-

"If you can make me smile on the outside, you deserve my attention. But if you can make my heart sings, I'am all yours" - Kyo @soberbirds

Love,
ain's xx

Full part of May.

Salam earthlings xx
I am so excited to update my blog since Ive so many stories gonna share with readers.

Mid term has ended on last Friday. Alhamdulilah, everything ok but Im not confident my science and maths paper. Probably scared of it. Last Friday too, Aidil, Daus, Syazwan, Putera, Syairah, Me and Fatiehah going to Mcdonald after our tuition class. I spending my whole evening with them playing dare, sharing stories, chatting, doing silly stuff, keep refill-ing cola. Mission accomplish on that week!

Last 2weeks on Thursday, 9th of May 2013.
Syahira as manja we call Peah's birthday. So just wishing happy belated birthday sayang. Be a good person, always hormat your parents and don't forget us. Memangkan waktu birthday dia tu exam week, so us tak buat any pranks or even celebrate with her.

Mothers day celebration.
Mama, youre my bestfriend, my listener, my chef, my nurse, my teacher and my everything. She struggled for me. While most of us take our mum for granted, there are people ho have never seen theirs. So thank you mama. Ill make you proud someday. I love you mama, happy mothers day. Best, the best child in the world.

What May means to you?
So May is entering its third week. I hhope its not too late to welcome May. Its a month of a lot of things.
A month of holidays.
A month of get together.
A month of examination.
A month od spending your money at the shopping malls for the things you will regret buying later.
A month of forgetting your homework cause now exam.
A month of waiting for your exam results.
A month od thinking back about your past month.
A month of beach vacation.
What ever May means to you, I just hope you have a good one and may all your resolution come true before its turning June.

My life.
Getting shocked and panicked now. I don't know why. Now I keep thinking about pmr. Yes, im currently battle with pmr and still having nerd life. Im getting tired easily now even I went back home at 1:50 everday except for Friday and Wednesday. And then, I got tuition class on Tuesday, Thursday and Friday. Haihhh how I can handle this? Help me.

Changing feelings.
How high my ego is? Back to my past..... I want to show you with all of my imperfections. I cant find myself because im tired of pushing people away without my consciousness. And im afraid I might had pushed you away too.

New boys.
Private and confidential.


Love,
ain's xx

The Perks of Being a Wallflower

 Emma Watson and Percy Jackson, should watch it. 

Jqh know me.

Bestfri(ends)//

Dont let it end. Whatever happens, we'll contact each other. That's between me and her. We both.

Scar of me.

My loneliness is like a dark room and I'm stuck inside it. The door was made of concrete and I'm trying to break it down with my bare hands. My heart as delicate as a glass. Oncebroken it can be fixed, but there will always be cracks. My wound does heal, but it will always ache. I feel so bad on myself.

"Ain, assuming that common."
"Ain, assuming things do not happen.
"Ain, do not be afraid to be separated."
"Ain, do not be sad for the loss."
"Ain, do not jealous."

 

When me and Ainaa in front of mirror.

 

Puisi rangga, Ada apa dengan cinta.

"Puisi Rangga"

Kulari ke hutan kemudian menyanyiku,

kulari ke pantai kemudian teriakku sepi, sepi dan sendiri aku benci ....

Aku ngin bingar ....

Aku mau di pasar, bosan ....

Aku dengan penat dan enyah saja kau pekat ....

Seperti berjelaga jika ku sendiri ...

Pecahkan saja gelasnya biar ramai, biar mengaduh sampai gaduh ...

Ah...ada malaikat menyulam jaring laba-laba belang di tembok keraton putih ....

Kenapa tak goyangkan saja loncengnya biar terdera ...

Atau aku harus lari ke hutan belok ke pantai.

 

 

A day.

This school holidays I just sit in front of the computer and .... I have watched several Indonesia movies. Somehow, I like about watching indonesia movies. Maybe because d sweet story. I promote a few stories that I've watched. Like, Ada apa dengan cinta, Bila, Apa artinya cinta, Love in Perth, Eiffel .... im in love, Dealova and My last love. But, Ada apa dengan cinta is the most story that i like. But most of the stories that I watch, related with love.

 

Last Saturday, me and my cousin went to hello kitty town at Puteri Harbour. Happy even though almost all game just for little kid. But at least if you want to spend that time may be. Sorry no pictures because my cousin has not been uploaded yet. And my pictures was too blurrr. Hahahaha sorry for that. Also, I get a certificate at the Black wonder since been able to solve some missions. I just bought some souvenirs. Supposedly as memories. And the food is very expensive at cafe red bow. Hmm, but I bought then. The reason, I was very hungry. Hahahaha. Feel so happy on that day and will going to Legoland soon or maybe to Lat place.

xoxo, Ain.

97's

Congratulations!

Congratulations on the success of 97s. I'll follow in their footsteps, inshallah. I was also pleased with them. Feel so happy. I often fear for the future. Do not know why. Where my confidence, lost. I have to find my confidence back. Without confidence, it's difficult for me to pursue everything. But God willing, strong sense by people around me, no matter what I will face the challenges ahead. Insyaallah amin. By the way, congratulation to bandar putra student, 133 student who gets perfect score.

xo, Ain

Night of colours

 

Let me show readers some picture. Actually, i have 100+ picture. But i only show readers some. All these picture were taken on that day. Kakak annual dinner was really great and i met some people that can be assume as friend. What a great dinner. I am really enjoy with the western foodies, live band, met new friends and the activities. I dont know what else to say. The most important thing, I am so happy on that day. Bye fellas. Take care of yourself.

xoxo, Ain.

Gorgeous us.

Hello, im updating this entry using tab. Quite hard  to type. By the way, abang faiz and kak amoi engagement photo has been uploaded by kak amoi. All the photo was so nice like us. Hahahahahaha, i will show u one of the photo. Actually, we have about 300+ photo.

Xoxo, ain.